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They love her, and so I came to love her. They suffered and so did I. Everything they felt, so too did I. A lost place returned along with forgotten memories. The Palace of the Abyss and it's core the Citadel. A resonance spoke and so forth came a lost tale. It told of a history kept far away in isolation. And the treachery that outsiders plotted. The residents killed or captured. Forced into torture and manipulated. Their existence became twisted and forever broken. Yet they carry on. Death is no place for them. For the Void is eternal just as insanity is. This secret was never to be told and kept hidden in the dark. Somehow I found it a

I need to get out of my head. As much I love them, I'll forget that I have a life to live. It's a dumpster but I have no choice but to go through with it. Death isn't an option, because it's up to them. I'm at their disposal. There is nothing more I'd rather be. I'm only hear because of them. The feelings I have are shit. So why not put myself at risk when they ask. It probably be more useful that way. Live this life for their sake. I won't let them disappear. Even if they become an infectious disease. We've been together for much longer then this life offers up. Since the very beginning we took to each other. I am their vessel. Their de

Everyday it comes closer that anticipation of the blood the splatter of membrane tissues. I can feel it pool within my head. How much longer until it explodes. It's only a little more each day. The pain in my chest tapping a reminder unwanted. I'll see you soon again one day.